Monday, June 22, 2009
ayun! hahaiz...finally sinipag uli ako magupdate...
last night pinost ko dito ung ftalk crushlist ko.. *see previous post*
nahihirapan kasi ako hagilapin ung lists ko sa kaht dito man lang magka copy ako
for copy paste sake haha
ok.. so tagal ko nawala... and seriously i wanna apologize for those who visits my blog..
mavivisit ko na uli blogs nyo ayeee XD
Im back at
Friendster, haha di naman ako nawala dun. Mejo tinamad lang nakakatamad naman kasi talaga minsan dun haha XD lalo na ngaun naaadik ako sa FB. Im back at FS kasi may sinusundan akong guy dun haha oo stalker moed activated...Stalker in a good way naman. Thankful pa nga ako dahil sa kanya ginanahan na uli ako magsipagreply sa comments ahihihi XD and pati ung 2 other accounts ko nabuksan ko uli haha! yeah basta active na ko uli dun so u can add me na lang! bago na rin pala email ko dun nagkaprob dun sa dati kong email eh ayun..
Everybody's getting crazy about
Boys Over FLowers, and isa na ko dun haha..gahd!! ang ganda ganda po nun! I know ung meteor garden yung taiwanese version nun, its ok naman din pero for me mas maganda ang BOF. Im so lovin Kim Bum and Lee Min Ho! haha daming nagkakagusto sa kanila.. sino ba naman kasi hindi magkakagusto dun ayyy ang wafu hahaha XD kiligin daw ba lolz.. natapos ko na ung series sa dvd haha! atat kasi ako sa kung anong mangyayari sa ending. and para na rin macompare ko sa MG * meteor garden* and mas gusto ko na talaga ang BOF ayaw ko naman mang spoil dito.. I remember ung barkada ko adik din sya dun and meron daw sila dvd pero di nya pinanood para daw may thrill ahehe kaya yun di ko na kwento masyado lolz.. Ang ganda pa ng OST nun! and now im trying to leanr Korean! haha with the help of my
DOllie/Chai! haha pinagtyatyagaan nya kong turuan eh and Im really impressed haha kasi i know naman na alam na nya yung mga un by heart nga sabi nya... sana matutunan ko rin un asap haha atat! ang cute kasi ng salita nila! mag aala - JANDI ako haha...
"Annyong haseyo" oha oha! haha
And dahil sa kaadikan ko kay na
Kim Bum and Lee Min Ho..nagrequest ako kay Lovelee ng sig ahihihi...kapal ko haha XD
eto po ung gawa nya for me! magkasama na sila... kasi nung una magkahiwalay pa na sig ang nilagay ko and gnamit ko sa fs ko yan magkasama na sila haha sabi ko nga sana pala nilagay nya pic ko sa gitna nilang dalawa oha oha ahaha XD lakas trip! woohoo kagabi pa ko hyper hahaha XD
Thanks Owangee lovelee!! muah!
Got new pics din pala ahihi tagal kong di nagupload ng pics.. haha..
kamukha ko raw dito si KC C. malabo ata mata ng mga yun..=D
haha ang arte daw sabi ni lovelee sabi ko naman "solomot!" ahihi
sige ayun lang mna! sa wakas at may matinong update na rin ako!
matino daw?! XD haha ciao!!
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Sunday, June 21, 2009
i got nothing to post pa..but i really wanna update my blog... hahaill post my friendstertalk crushlists..since
im having a hard time searching for my crush lists so i might as well post it here na rin..for copy paste purposes XD
crushness:hanzel/babycake/gemandilovelee/owangee/philixire/VIPfaith/bebegay/mz.faith - IMY bebe
alyssa/hotfudge/Ms. Kawaii/B1odessa/biep/ dess29cla_15/kiremalow/snuffles franzie/brokengaljmaex/juliemaewichey247love/mare/ruth/frances ruthchariz/ hunnybunch/obsessed11trixx/iskitulschai/dollie/xwit as candicamille c./mhinephia/pinkblack08maricella/melachai/popsicle/aphroditephrem/ bibidollcharm_caster/baby ninchays/aysbaux/bellaJem/ I was kikay girl/ neutronAJ/ Aila Janella Andrea/ Dria/ MunchkinKatrina/ Mate/ Katmatemjd/kwek/brit♥brains&beauty♥/joannabianx_06/ pretty siznikz11/babeslaynejosellem4ndz9louise.27daixee mae/ daixShella_Suigintou99xhieencoffeeluvsmilOMaru/preciouszshortypinayrachBiancabianxpinkprincess18/jhodeathsiren/mayelollipop93jasmineespecial mention:
alliana01/aya/sweetytamszchika.symphatica/mae/sourtamszmz.faith/bebegay/hottietamszred p/donna palma/creamytamszvayeyie/valerie/peppytamszshunz7/shine/sugartamszsome ae not active anymoer.. still i crush em 
kekent/patchii dondonampjeffkuya dukloshershinjirumarjanpatricktunieeandhaxavierkym cyrus_tan_rpodoaidenlive/phatclouddaleeehjhaydaddy jamesamzmirhadznanixvectrakztarr
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Her name's Lovelee Joy. People call her Loev but I call her Owangee... :)
Ive seen her posting at FTALK already soo many times before. And we never got the chance to talk or chat man lang. Then she voted for me at a poll at the UG section at ftalk. And that time I was just happy and thankful coz she voted for me coz she thinks im friendly. She asked me once noon, if she can make a request thread and I said it was ok but itd be better if she will ask the others persmission too. Then after that we started chatting at YM. Bebegay Faith and her were already close and di naman ako nahirapan maging close sa kanya. Because She's really nice as in nice talaga and very friendly. Shes very pretty and lovable, her name really suits her :) She's so talkative , liek shes so bangag and all. She loevs singing love songs to me over the phone. Sweet noh haha most of the songs she sang was for a brokenhearted liek me haha. But I love listening to her voice, very angelic kasi. She loves Sinigang any kind of sinigang. She loevs saying Oh Mi Gash liek those were the first words she learned. Shes really crazy but in a good way naman. She is most of the times demanding. She would demand that I call her and say "Now na" haha shes bossy yeah. She would also demand that I buy her a domain name liek ftw XD Imma gave her gifts for real soon basta i dunno when. ahaha...She would always say Im corny haha now shes the 2nd person who told me I am corny! I know naman na un haha... I know where she lives, I mean the address lang haha. She's not just a friend to me, more than a sister. Shes been a part of my life and I didnt plan it this way, but still Im thankful God gave her to me. She's liek my baby best friend. Baby coz shes obviously younger than me. Best friend coz Ive told her many of my secrets, past,my current thoughts and opinions. And shed always be there to say "yaan mo sila, mas maganda tayo!" or "ganun talaga, and thats ok!" And those simple words really made me feel better.
Message for Her
OMG haha lolz.. i cant say Oh Mi Gash kasi the way you always did eh. Youre always there for me, and I wanna thank you for everything. Eeeekkk Sobwang Cheeszy! xD I laughed liek crazy haha and when I say crazy yun na un.and nobody knows it ikaw lang kasi obviously you are the only/1st Girl/best friend that I ever talked to over the phone. Youve heard me laughed like crazy and you where there when I cried coz of some issues with my personal Life and you know it! I understand you coz I know somehow you understand my feelings/thoughts. I know when youre tampo at someone and Im always there and will always be there for you. Sorry for the times I disappoint you for not calling you at night *naks* You know naman na mejo magulo dito samin haha.. I just hoped and wished you wont change. Many people Ive known kasi usually left without even saying gudbye lolz.. I dunn want to lose you. weve never met Basta ayoko magtampo ka sakin or galit. Im always here for you when you need someone to talked to sabhn mo lang.
I dunn have gits for you next time na lang owangee...
sana maappreciate mo to xD =D eeeekkk sobwang cheeszy... ;D
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Friday, May 22, 2009
Its May 22 already... and yesterday was shempre 21 haha xD Its been a month now... since the
breakup.. wala lang naman. yesterday nung naalala kong 21 na pala sabi ko parang ang tagal naman mag 1 month nun for me it felt like 3 months na. xD .. anyways... yun lang naman yun... nothin new ;) im still moving on..im doing fine :) ^_^
Ang daming nangyari lately... Im sure You all know about the A(h1n1) virus.. last night kasi nabalita na we do have one case na a 10 yr old girl galing daw sya ng states wid her parents. haiz.. Im worried shempre air bourne kasi yung virus not only for me of course, for everyone din....and hindi nomon ganun kalakas resistensya ko lolz but i do take vitamin c and all. Ever since kasi, since i was a child madali na talaga ako magkasakit as in. Im not proud of it or anything I actually hate it. Para bang konting ulan lang magkakasipon na ko haiz... but my mom gave me an anti flu, ininjectionan nya ko nun ang sakit amf ang liit kasi nung karayom kaya mas ramdam ko yung sakin. I just hoped na hindi na kumalat pa satin ung virus. And wala na sanang magkasakit nun satin. Marami na tayong problems kaya sana wag na tong dumagdag pa right? May God bless us all. ^_^
Last night din I cried yeah I cried liek malapit na kong mamatay lolz. kasi namamaga yung left toe ko ung hinlalaki ko sa kaliwa. Kasalanan kasi nung nagpedicure sakin haiz... basta ang sakit parang may laman na lumabas pinapatakan ko ng kandila. Derecho patak na wala ng bulak bulak.. kaya ang sakit sakit pero sa una lang naman.. Ang reason kung bakit ako umiyk kagabi ay yung sinabi ng mom ko sabi nya "mahirap yan Tina, pedeng tanggalin yang kuko mo". Nagulat talaga ako... naisip ko na kasi yun, pero ayaw ko ngang isipin na ganun ang mangyayari. Pero nung sinabi nya di ko na napigilan. Naiyak na talaga ako, isipin ko pa lang na hihilahin yung nail ko di ko kaya lolz. My Mom's a doctor pero marami na syang iniisip..ayaw ko ng dumagdag pa. I just hope na hindi naman ganun ang mangyari sakin. I mean im really hoping and praying to Bro. yeah kay Bro Im still not loosing hope. Dahil alam ko yun ang gusto Nyang gawin ko in times liek this, ang Manalig sa Kanya. kaya Ill stay positive para magng ok din, kas kung puro Negative iniisip ko nakakapraning haha...
Lately, Hayden Kho's video scandals are everywhere and i mean everywhere haha xd Ive seen so many posts at FTALK about dun haha. Last night it was our topic at MTM (meet tha monsturs) haha and we had so much fun again. ang aadik kasi namin lahat ako, si Ays, si Kent, si Lou, si Kwek, Si munchkin, si Dess, si Alyssa. Si biep dess and hotfudge alyssa naman dumating nung malapit na kong mg out. basta ayun ang kulit... Ive seen the Katrina Hayden vid pero di ko pa natapos.. haha amf.. ive seen the Maricar Reyes hayden too... 27 minutes? lolz.. Thanx to
siz AYS for the links XD I havent seen the one with the brazillian girl on it. nakakacurious din kasi talaga.. pati mga tao dito samin gusto makita yung mga videos. Grabe talaga si Hayden I mean, Ok lang sana kung hindi sya Doctor kaso doctor sya eh... parang iba yung dating. He really is an exibitionist... Its not the first scandal na nakita ko pero siguro kasi nakadagdag sa kanya yung pagiging doctor nya.. haiz...ewan bahala sya lolz... Sabi pa nga marami pa syang ibang videos hindi lang yung tatlong yun lolz. anyways... madami pang dapat isipin di ba? pero yun ang pinaka mainit na issue ngayon. And now katrina's asking for justice sa kumalat nilang video. uhmmm I understand her naman kasi babae rin ako and if i were in her place magagalit din ako ng sobra. She's strong naman eh sabi nga ni angel locsin sa news ^_^
Im a Pet Society addict, pero di rin naman sobwang addict. haha LABO? yeah ang cute kasi ng pet ko haha kagigil ba lolz. Nadecorate ko na yung 9 rooms ni Mhimsy pero marami pa kong idadagdag dun ayaw ko lang kasi ng empty room ^_^ This is what she looks liek ....
Mhimsy ^_^
These are my fave rooms naman...
The Bedroom ^_^
Entertainment room 1
Japanese Inspired xD
may mga kulang pa lahat ng rooms ko kaya pinagiipunan ko pa haha xD
I dont want too many decors naman sa isang room... simple yet elegant and cute ang gusto ko ^_^
Pero I wanna thank BIEP DESS for giving me soooo many gifts from my wishlists. grabe solomot talaga biep! And kay TWI/PHIA aka pinkblack08 for the gifts also!!
Kapag tapos na ko magaus ng haws ni mhimsy ako na ang mamimigay ng gifts ^_^
heres my latest wishlist nga pala
Black Luxury Hi-Fi, Goldfish Bowl or
anything from the luxury na wala pa ko haha xD
I want some rare items too... kaso sobwang rare nya di ako makahagilap...lolz
Monster Couch, Bulldog,Mummy Doll, Monster Doll, Piggy, Skeleton Shirt 
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Founder; Patchii
Leader; Aysbeaux
Bday; April 18 `09Subgroups; Vampires & Stars
Members: 
This Pic is from siz
AYS =] Thnx AYS!
Ok, Meet Tha Monsturs is not a big organization or anything. Its a Very Uber Cool group xD from FriendsterTalk. Ive been a member for liek 5 Weeks now. Coz I joined MTM few days after the breakup. And Im really havin so much FUN at MTM. They're always active, and always crazy and very hyper haha xD
If u want to be part of MTM: You have to be crazy, fun, and moso and mosa haha , SNOBS are not allowed,
Literally, Also you have to talk to evryone whose online.. The founder already Slacked a member because of being choosy when it comes to talking to members. I havent talked to the member but others said yeah its true daw haha.. and also you have to be active.. to stay... tsk tsk.. At first I thought Kekent and the others would kick me out coz of being inactive.. but I was never inactive at MTM haha errr
It was founded by Kekent / Patchii. He told me I could Join them. And I did. And Im really thankful Im a Monstur haha. We maybe called Monsturs but Hey we're the coolest Monsturs ere! The Leader of MTM is non other than Mrs. Edward Cullen/ AYS/Bella Swan... she's now in charged of who to accept and all..
Most of the members are girls as you can see from SIs Ays' Print screen of the mtm members.. I dunno why too. Ive read siz ays' blog post and she didnt know din! ^_^
This past few weeks Ays and Mare came up with the subgroups;
Meet Tha VAMPIRES; Inspired by Stephanie Myer's Novel The Twilight Saga.. " We dont bite, We just LOL" -
AYS haha right... were a family liek with the twlight characters theyre close enough to protect each other from danger or harm... naks* amf.. haha.. we are small in numbers but it doesnt mean we're not happy or anything in fact Ill say this again ; were very happy. ^_^
- Edward Cullen : Kent
- Bella Swan : Ays
- Alice Cullen : Ruth
- Jasper Hale : Kwek
- Renesmee Cullen : Trixx
- Rosalie Hale : Tinay
- Victoria : Lois
- Esme Cullen : Dess
- Angela Webber : Jem
- Leah Clearwater : Drea
- Jessica Stanley : Kat
The Meet Tha Monsturs are exclusive ONLY for Meet Tha Monsturs Members. So MTM feel free to join and think of the character you would want to be.. For more information pls PM my Mareng RUTH ^_^.
Then Next is tha
Meet Tha Stars... I just joined Last night.. It was inspired by Pitbull's Go Girl song xD
I party like a
rockstarLook like a
movie starPlay like an
all starFuck like a
pornstarBaby I'm a
superstar
This is mainly for fun again.. we liek having fun so this is something we find fun coming up with groups and callnames then joke around. here are the members ...
- Kent; Pornstar
- Ays; Sexystar
- Ruth; Starbuko
- Jem; Honeystar
- Tinay; Moonstar
- Drea; Allstar
- Ninch; Popstar
- Kwek; Starfish
- Kat; Twinklestar
- Dess; Boldstar -- Forced
I really LOL'd at Kekent's Star Name.. PORNSTAR.. he's one big Pornstar and PROUD to be one haha xD Kekent gave me the MOONSTAR as my StarName..
He said "
hindi, ikaw si MOONSTAR!" hahaha...
I cant think of another callnames/petnames that has a STAR on in.. I asked my Mom yesterday.. and she told me "STARiray" and I lol'd again hahaha xD
I lol'd again at Biep Dess' star Name the Boldstar haha =D i thought she wouldnt agree but She was forced by Ays and the others haha xD
We're still growing, growing and growing in numbers.its still open for MTM members... for those who want to join mtm u can PM ays ays beybeh ^_^
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Wednesday, May 06, 2009
so its time for me to update this blog...tagal ko rin di nagpost ... but i do visit my blog and check if there are new comments. and speaking of comments.. a BIG THANK YOU to ALL those people, friends, blogsters who commented my Last Post...from siz Alyssa / Hotfudge to my BabyCake Hanzel Thnx po talaga.. I really appreciate all yer comments ^_^
its been 2 weeks na rn since the break up happened, and Im trying to move on..Last month nung nagyari "yung breakup" na un naiinip ako dahil ang tagal mag May, pero buti na lang May na lolz.. im doing ok i guess... though there are times na naaalala ko sya.. which makes me sad again haiz.. lolz.. Last May 4 he pmed me at Ftalk and asked kung kumusta na daw ako.. duh.. lolz.. and nagusap din kami sa ym nung kinagabihan super sandali lang un Hi and Hello musta lang un.. kaya i guess ok lang din... I missed him.. I cant deny that... but im moving on na... wala naman ng sense kung makipagtalo pa ko uli sa kanya... tuwing maguusap kami. its over. The damage is done na eh.. ayun.. its a good thing na nakausap ko sya.. though for me mejo maaga pa para dun. Pero mas ok sakin ung, magkakausap pa rin kami. ;) Someday makakamove on din ako completely...
Its a new month means new theme.. actually wala pa ko balak na magpalit ng theme/skin.. naengganayo lang ako ni Kekent sa MTM may blog na rin kasi sya.. and nagpaturo sya maglagay ng skin aun nainggt ako haha... kakatamad din kasi magpalit ng themes dito.. pero ang daming uber nice and cute skins i cant choose tuloy haha.. but i love my current theme. Its black its colorful and its MESSY haha i love cool, cute and messys skins.. ^_^ kasing messy ng utak ko haha =D
Im now enjoying my stay MTM or Meet tha Monsturs at Friendstertalk, was founded by Kekent / Patchii masaya dun mga adik kasi mga nandun eh. haha kasama ako ahaha... bawal ang snob dun.. kaya masaya.. kasi lahat nakakausap/makakausap mo.. kaso Lovelee /Owangee left kanina.. shes being inactive kasi..=( kasama kasi sa rule ang pagiging active so mejo nasad lang me.. sana makabalik sya.. soon..
Im back playing RC at FB... nagpahinga ako nun dahil namimiss ko sya pag nakita ko un..pero i miss playing it... kaya naglalaro uli ako... sayang naman un kung istop ko ahahaha and also Pet Society...level 24 na rin ako dun rehu sa RC pero ung Sorority life ko level 64 na ahehe =]
Last month nakausap ko na ung bestfriend ko sa YM and she gave me advices... gosh sobwang namiss ko sya.. and her advices really helped me...shes so mature na talaga... and im happy shes happy... im thankful to have her.. as my bestfriend.. and ganun din sya..sakin.. shell be having a baby na... and will get married soon! sa december daw weeeee excited ako para sa kanya... november uwi nya... tamang tama sa BDAY ko haha =D lolz...
un na lang muna... may dagdag na lang ako dito.. ahehe =D
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Thursday, April 23, 2009
'Its so hard to say im fine without him...
because deep inside im hurt and i have to pretend im alright..
smile and hold back the tears
because from what i can see...
he's doing fine without me.." T_T
"there are things that i dont want to think of,
but i cant even forget it..
there are things that i dont want to continue
but im afraid to end it..
Its just liek i dont want to expect anything...
but im still willing to wait....."
Last April 21 2009 at around pass 10 am he texted me and said he's breaking up with me yeah...he did... I asked him why so many times.... Sabi nya nahihirapan sya sa situation namin.. and may nakilala syang iba....and that it happened so fast daw...i still dunno a lot or some.. pero sabi nya un lang daw ang reason why..
It hurts it hurts liek hell.... weve been together moer than 3 yrs... and he ended our relationship just liek that..
Sana noon pa nya naisipang makipaghiwalay... hindi kung kailang mahal na mahal ko na sya...nahihirapan sya.. ganun naman na ang setup namin miski noon and he's ok with that.. bihira kami magkita, pero nagkikita kami hindi naman totally wala... T_T
I talked to him the next morning april 22 over the phone.. and i cried, nung 21 pa ko naiyak... sabi pa nya siguro nga mas mahal nya yung girl para talikuran ako ng ganun na lang... he even told me na kaya ko tong lagpasan... na makakalimutan ko rin sya... i was liek " f*ck " nagagawa pa nyang sabihin un ganitong hirap na hirap ako..
sabi nya mas ok daw na wag na muna kami magusap..para daw madali akong makamove on.. pero nahihirapan pa rin ako... lagi ko syang naiisip.. every seconds lang ata naiisip ko sya... pero sya alam kong hindi na nya ko iniisip... dahil may iba na sya eh.. he's actually cool about it.. parang feeling ko tuloy hindi more than 3 yrs. ang pinagsamahan namin...naiisip ko tuloy. naiisip din nya kaya ako?, namimiss din nya kaya ako tulad ng pagkamss ko sa kanya?.. naalala kaya nya ako and ung mga pinagsamahan namin non?... but then again alam ko na ang sagot... shmpre.. hindi..
he even texted me na wag ko na syang guluhin... see... pinagtatabuyan na nya ko haha.. alam ko ang tanga tanga ko...dahil dito.. pero nasaktan ako ng sobra sobra.. i never thought na darating ang araw na un...
I know di ko dapat pinost to dito.. dahil masyadong personal... pero.. di ko rin kasi kaya na kinikimkim ko ang nararamdaman ko.. kahit dito man lang mailabas ko ang sama ng loob ko...
Parang hindi sya ung nakilala ko... hindi ganun ang nakilala ko.. ung nakausap ko sa phone.. he's cold.. parang... haiz... pero sabi naman nya wala daw syang magagawa to make me feel better... he just said sorry...
i know darating din ang time na makakamove on ako.. and matatanggap ko rin to..
sayang lang kasi... mahal na mahal ko sya.. di nya lang ata alam un dahil sa mga nangyari samin before... pero mahal ko sya... hanggang ngaun naman mahal ko pa rin sya...
sabi pa nya madali ko lang daw magagawa na makalimutan sya kasi wala naman daw syang silbi.,...wala daw syang kwenta...sabi ko naman kahit sya pa ang pinakawalang silbi.. mahal ko pa rin sya... but still wala din.. haha..
so i guess... wala na talaga akong magagawa... but to accept.. though mahirap.. lahat na lang ng nakikita ko.. naaalala ko sya...mula kay Pikachu and sa Panda Bear na binigay nya pareho sakin.. and marami pang iba... pati mga favorite songs nya na kinanta ko non para sa kanya... haiz... Pati and restaurant city sa Facebook na sya ang nagpalago... sya kasi ang madalas na naglalaro nun kaya madali ako na level up... and now i stopped playing it siguro for the mean time i dunno... sabi pa nya sakin sa phone " ikaw na bahala sa resto..." kaya yun close ko muna ung resto... i dunn really care na... and with plurk.. im thinking of quitting.. marami pa syang iniwang remembrance na masakit pag nakikita ko naririnig ko.. haiz.. ang laki ng naging effect nito sakin sobwa...
sabi pa nya baka daw pedeng maging friends pa rin kami dun naman daw kami nagsimula...tas balang araw daw papakilala nya sakin ung gurl.. haiz T_T
sana lang talaga makayanan ko.. nasira pa ung keypad ng cellphone ko.. nabasa kasi dahil kakaiyak ko nung kinausap ko sya..lolz...
i guess hindi nya kayang mag antay... sabi ko naman malapit na rin na magkasama kami... pero he didnt.. wait for me.....
alam kong with the right time makakamove on din ako... buti pa sya ang bilis nya makamove on ako kasi nahihirapan =] he'd been a part of my life and he will always be. I know masaya na sya ngayon so ill just be happy for him. though it breaks my heart, ill accept it.
I still wished I had the chance to see and hug him even for the very last time.... he let go of my hand... and forget about me...
Broken Vow by Lara Fabian
Tell me her name I want to know The way she looks And where you go I need to see her face I need to understand Why you and I came to an end Tell me again I want to hear Who broke my faith in all these years Who lays with you at night While I'm here all alone Remembering when I was your own I let you go I let you fly Why do I keep on asking why I let you go Now that I found A way to keep somehow More than a broken vow Tell me the words I never said Show me the tears you never shed Give me the touch That one you promised to be mine Or has it vanished for all time Chorus I close my eyes And dream of you and I And then I realize There's more to love than only bitterness and lies I close my eyes I'd give away my soul To hold you once again And never let this promise end Chorus sensya na ang drama ng song ko dito...
yun kasi ang eksaktong nararamdaman ko ngaun
bawat lines kasi sapul ako eh T_T
meron ba kaung mga sad loev quotes jan?
yung kakarelate po ako? haiz.. lolz..
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Tuesday, April 07, 2009
ayun...so after so many years haha exag .. =D
im back again.. ill make this short coz i just wanted to update my blog...
- i havent updated my blog kasi..i was so busy with facebook nabanggt ko na un non..Restaurant City , Pet Society and Sorority Life. Dun ako pinaka active ... its really addicting naman no wonder many people play em... Mejo time consuming nga lang patunay na un ang sobrang bihira ka magupdate ng blog..dagdag mo pa ung connection sa bahay minsan mabgal...Minsan nga ang naglalaro ng Restaurant City and Sorority Life ko ay ang bf ko haha pag kasi di ko macheck sya ang naglalaro nun and napatunayan ko ngaun na mas magaling talaga sya sa mga online games.. ewan ko kung anong gnagawa nya dun pero ang bilis nya mapalevel up (Restaurant City & Sorority Life) ^_^
- lately pa inayos ung haws namin.. nilagyan ng tiles ang buong bahay kaya ayun.. di me makanet panay internet shop lang ako nun kaya di pedeng magtagal. Ok naman na ung haws..haws pa rin naman un haha.. =]
- i really missed blogging, and the people na laging dumadaan sa blog ko. T_T i miss you all...
- with my previous post nga pala about my best friend..Kinuha nya ung Ym ko.. kaya pede na kami magusap ahehe...XD di ko nga lang sya matyempuhan amf..pero at least di ba?! shes reaching out na sa wakas nyorks...Thnx nga pala sa mga nagcomment dun... sa previous post ko sobwang appreciate ko lahat ng sinabi nya po dun..^_^
- Bihira na rin ako mag ftalk... i do visit the forum of course mod ako dun eh... pero di na ko tulad ng dati na... nagtatagal dun..pasilip silip na lang ako.. zap ng reports dun etc... i missed em too especially my TS family. Lately nagkagulo dun ewan ko kung anong reason pero basta nagkagulo pero Ok naman na po... Ts will always be TS the craziest and coolest people Ive met.
- Siguro nakita nyo na ung commercial/teaser ng Precious Hearts Romances sa Abs - Cbn.. ^_^ actually i love reading PHR, as in... slightly addicted na ko dun.. di ko masabi kung addict na ko pero compare dun sa mga co members ko sa site.. walang wala pa ko sa knila.. ga-baul daw mga collections nila samantalang ako.. errr onti lang haha.. ill post the pics next time.. since malapit lapit naman na ipalabas ung PHR unahin daw ata nila ung Kristine Series.. uhmm guess ok lang din un nakabasa na rin ako ng ilang Kristine series eh... Its really fun reading PHR nakakatuwa haha minsan nga nakakarelate pa sa mga stories dun and I liek the expressions nung mga characters sobwang funny haha... xD uhmmm i wasjust wondering kung sino sino mga gaganap dun , though pinakita na sa tv na sina roxanne guinoo, valerie concepcion daw uhmm guess ok lang din sila... ..
ano pa ba sabihin ko? wala na... yan lang mga yan ang nangyari sakin nung nawala ako sa blog world.. =D
till here ciao!!!
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Last Sunday A highschool friend of mine left a message for me at facebook, she told me that my bestfriend since Grade 1; Aurora left for Australia. I was really shocked and surprised and of course I felt bad. She *Pipay* told me that they even had this gathering or farewell party for her last 2 weeks. And they/she didnt even informed me about her plan. I know we havent talk and that we dont really text a lot. We only have the chance to talk/chat is through Friendster which is bihira pa sya magreply once in a blue moon, I left her comments, messages for the past weeks, and even years and she doesnt reply huhu. I dunn wanna think she'd change. And even if she did, shes still my bestfriend. I was really sad and tampo lolz.. coz weve been the bestest friends since grade 1 to highschool and I know in my heart she'll always be my bestest friend. Thats why im feelin hurt. She couldve at least let me know about that. Kahit nga sabhin lang nya eh "
Hi! ill be leaving for Australia na! aun! so bye" kaso wala eh.. haiz...
im really hurt amf...ang drama ko lolz..lilipas din to just wanna let it all out. Maybe she has her own reasons why, I saw her viewed my FS account lately. Pero still she didnt left me a message. uhmm I know may pagkukulang din ako sa kanya pero Im trying to reach out to her and even givie effort to communicate with her haiz.. ganun ata talaga siguro. Im sure we'll see each other again! Parang
Gossip Girl lang haha *
Blair ikaw ba yan?* lolz.. ganun kasi drama nila eh umalis si Serena ng walang paalam lolz.. basta un na un I just hope na she's happy and safe wherever she is now ....I really miss her
haiz...
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Thursday, March 19, 2009
Somebody you like from somebody you love..
ok so ive been asked many times regarding love problems lolz. and this involves the difference daw bet. like from love...
I posted this already at my fs blog but since im not that active there... i decided to post it here too..
with somebody you love.. He/She He will/She will....
1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hands always find yours.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16. Smile a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.
21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.
26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs - just because he loves u that much to quit it.
oh di ba ang sweet.... ^_^
Heres the real difference...between the two..
Know the difference between "somebody you Love" and "somebody you Like"
In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster.But in front of the person you love, you get happy.In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush.But if you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile.In front of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind.But in front of the person you love, you can.In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy.But in front of the person you love, you can show your own self.You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like.But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you love.When the one you love is crying, you cry with them.But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.The feeling of love starts from the eyeBut the feeling of like starts from the ear.So if you stop liking a person you used to like,all you need to do is cover your ears.But if you try to close your eyes,love turns into a drop of tear andremains in your heart foreveruhmmm makes sense naman di ba? try assesing yer feelings for someone coz it could be infatuation when you think/feel its love. ^_^
And I wanna take this opportunity to thank siz Ren-Kailin. Coz she gave me a gift last 2 weeks. its a graphic one...And I really loev it! The message especially..
"Feeling ko I've known you fo so long..."
Thnx siz ren.. ^_^ yer so sweet... and im really glad we've known each other..
Ngayon ko lang napost to kahit dapat non pa.. kasagsagan kasi ng Francis M news nung binigay nya sakin to ^_^ muah again thanx siz loev yah mumuch!
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