The world was shocked with the news yesterday. Michael Jackson died at the age of 50. Millions of fans are mourning  for his untimely death.Una kong nabasa yun sa friendster bulletin ng mga friends ko. Then I searched the web to confirm if its true. And it was true nga. I was really shocked I thought it was some sort of joke/hoax or somethin. Pero mali naman kung magbiro ka ng tungkol sa death ng isang tao. And so aun nabasa ko na it was true nga. The rescue team tried to revive him pero walang nagawa. Nakakalungkot lang isipin. He'd been an inspiration to all of us. We grew up listening to his songs/music. And he's so phenomenal talaga. A legend ika nga ng iba. Im still shocked actually. In denial pa rin ako about it. Ewan ko ba. I appreciate him, pero mas naappreciate ko sya ngayon. Now im listening to his songs. I love all his songs naman. Marami syang naging issues, most of em are very shocking din. Liek, him being a "pedo". Mahilig sya sa bata, which naging negative kagad ang tingin ng iba sa kanya dahil dun. Hmmm may sakit nga siguro sya pero he's a nice person naman sabi ng mga nakakakilala sa kanya. Last night nalaman ko na di pala naging maganda ang relationship nya sa father nya. Which made all things clear for me. Kung ano man ang nangyari sa kanya nung nabubuhay sya yun ay dahil sa past experiences nya nung bata pa sya. So let's not judge him. it must've been very traumatic for him. Naghahanap talaga siguro sya ng love ng isang father sa isang anak at hindi s bilang  isang performer tulad nya. And kaht ano pa man siguro ang naging issues sa kanya. He still have my 100% respect and love. grabe naman kasi sya wala na atang tatalo sa kanya sa pagiging phenomenal nya. May he rest in peace. I know na he's in a better place now. Soemwhere he can be what he wants to be. Without hesitating coz people might judge him. He's free now. And in a way Im happy na rin, we all should be di ba. :)  And bilang tribute sa kanya. Nilagay ko ung isang song nya na fave ko "they dont really care about us"... marami pa syang magagandang songs pero this one's one of my personal fave..